?

Log in

discotrax_x_x Below are the 10 most recent journal entries recorded in the "discotrax_x_x" journal:

[<< Previous 10 entries]

December 11th, 2006
09:43 pm

[Link]

I love you...girl with the dead on her mind....I love you again and agian until you understand......I want to infold you unto my heart keep you inside...safe from the stressors that surround you...I see you and you are beauty....you are intelligence...you are an actress unparalleled....you are going to kill me for writing this....Each moment I spend with you lasts an eternity in my heart...I am there, here, everywhere...for you....ready to center you....coddle...love...hold...calm...quench your qualms and quieries....let me...let me do this....let me breath into you the air you need soo dearly as you drown in your self....I am here...enfolding...foretelling of the beauty yet to come in your life....I love I love I love I love I love I love I love I love I love you.....now love you....

(Leave a comment)

October 24th, 2006
08:24 pm

[Link]

I think I am going to start writing again for shits and giggles....just fyi be prepared

(1 comment | Leave a comment)

October 16th, 2006
09:56 pm

[Link]

An utterance
begining to slowly tear me asunder
Each breath heavier then the last
Numbness enters my limbs
I don't know where I am

(Leave a comment)

September 14th, 2006
09:41 pm

[Link]

wasss up
I am bored really have nothing to do what sooo ever....by updating i am trying to kill time.....hmmm...also because slyph of a girl ntoiced how I had not updated since Jan. 6 soo I thought what the hell...This will probably be the last one in a while..this is really for shits in giggles..FYI Sufjan CD dropped of the faced of the earth (a.k.a my jeep) I have a feeling it is in a dance hall CD case...Or something I want it back Jackson and CHICAGO BACK...Like I tore edward (jeep) up,..no where to be found...it was a good day cant wait for tomorrow...

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

January 3rd, 2006
09:59 pm

[Link]

Back to The Basics
First day back and I can feel the stress, regret, and self dissapointment settling in....In a more positive light the boy that I shall refer to as Azure Eyes...We may have coffee sometime soon...Just to talk his personality compels and intruiges me (not to mention atracts)...The though of his smile warms me..I missed every one so much...I really did.....truly...Though I don't know If my Depression has come back....It may be due to the fact that I am listening to Mia Doi Todd-"Muscle, Bone, and Blood"
Here is a small taste:
" I am Human Being..... I am made of Muscle, Bone, and Blood.......I'm Full Of Awful Feelings Self hatred and mistrust...I need you now to be here with me...I can not reach the light...I need you now to believe in me...Been giving up the fight"
Love,

(2 comments | Leave a comment)

December 14th, 2005
08:57 pm

[Link]

My sonnet
My sonet by request of my lover lady (well one of them)
But she knows who she is...... LOOOOOVEE

( I took my Poems off b/c someone was telling that it was a bad Idea because people could just copy them)

About the same person shhh... Im such a marose teenage girl

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

08:38 pm

[Link]

OK Umm I am a Loser
Ok I am going to do something so stero-typical of live journal-ers(?)..(It is now a word)
I am going to Put the Poem we had to do in english with the 6 words
Tell me how you really feel what you liked what you didn't I can take it (Strong Zander...Strong Zander **weeps** )
Here goes:

Glistening and burgundy, apples
The color seems to drip
my touch brings color
to cascade off the fruit
across veins and over eyes
as a box cutter to my reality
cutting away rational
his name shimmering across synapscies
A glint off a meat cleaver
Come awake in the parking garage
“Caleb?”

My six words were 1. meat cleaver 2. caleb 3. touch 4. apple 5. box cutter 6. parking garage
If you want to see the first 4 lines of my sonet comment that you would like to see them

(9 comments | Leave a comment)

12:23 am

[Link]

Finally
I am currently at Matt's apartment...On a school night........(oooo naughty)......So To night is the first night that i haven't been to tierd or sick or depressed...I have to make like eight CDs when I get home.....I got some nice new razor blades like one to two weeks ago...they are heavy duty..(dont even feel it)...I plan I useing them in some art and blood related way...don't worry this has nothing to do with my angsty-ness (not a word don't care)............Lets just say pain is my thing and my freak flag flys in more than one place ( if you catch my drift).........I have a tendancy to be crude and to go to far...school ends in 3 days

(7 comments | Leave a comment)

December 10th, 2005
05:57 pm

[Link]

If You Like.......
If you like bugs....or bug like things.........you like the macabre-esque art.....The you will enjoy this artist...... http://roo.to/tiltil/ go to the link DO IT THE DARKNESS COMPELLES YOU
(I'M SOOO BORED)

(4 comments | Leave a comment)

03:36 pm

[Link]

Image hosted by Photobucket.com
This remined me of the poem below......

(Leave a comment)

[<< Previous 10 entries]

Powered by LiveJournal.com