Back to The Basics|
First day back and I can feel the stress, regret, and self dissapointment settling in....In a more positive light the boy that I shall refer to as Azure Eyes...We may have coffee sometime soon...Just to talk his personality compels and intruiges me (not to mention atracts)...The though of his smile warms me..I missed every one so much...I really did.....truly...Though I don't know If my Depression has come back....It may be due to the fact that I am listening to Mia Doi Todd-"Muscle, Bone, and Blood"
Here is a small taste:
" I am Human Being..... I am made of Muscle, Bone, and Blood.......I'm Full Of Awful Feelings Self hatred and mistrust...I need you now to be here with me...I can not reach the light...I need you now to believe in me...Been giving up the fight"